Hi guys!
I'm here in the hopes that I could get some advice on how to bring this up with my therapist and what you think this is or if you have any similar experiences. I have PTSD and was diagnosed in Nov.
I'm here in the hopes that I could get some advice on how to bring this up with my therapist and what you think this is or if you have any similar experiences. I have PTSD and was diagnosed in Nov.
- Extreme mood swings; I can idolize something or someone, then completely feel the opposite. It's as if I'm two different people with completely different beliefs, memories and ways of functioning. This causes problems in relationships.
- Memory loss. When I dated (before my PTSD) I forgot how we met and at one point, why I even liked her and why we were even dating. This goes for jobs I apply to as well. "Why the hell am I here again?" Normally I HATE this kind of job.
- I pursue binge eating.
- Intense self-hatred. It can be as extreme as "You want an extra day of counseling, you pathetic a-hole? How about you kill yourself instead, you fat -"
- I sometimes walk around dissociated, not feeling like I'm in control, like "this all looks so new to me!" (the area in which I live although I clearly know the route - I'm walking it...).