Thank you all for your kind thoughts and prayers. I appreciate the support. After the news of our son's death, I did not want to continue living. This week I am improved somewhat, I am out of bed after spending nearly a week there. I am trying to be a mother again to the remaining children and grandchildren, and to Evie. Linda, I only read your message of 2 weeks ago today, but thank you for that as well, it is helpful.