Notamorningperson
MyPTSD Pro
If you met me, you'd see me as talkative, kind of a witty smartass and sort of a know it all depending on what we're talking about.
But a lot of this tends to be a face. I like being talkative and such, but Yeah my emotions just don't show. Not quite a cronic btch face thing, just not showing my emotions. Even when I want to break down half the time, I cant, even in front of my wife.
It's gotten so far as I can't even write music like I used to, and it's not even writers block. I have the words and melody in my head, but can seldom pick up a pen to write it down. It's like I'm locked and loaded but can't fire. It's like cold feet, but with a pen and paper.
Anyone else deal with this? And what do you do about it?
But a lot of this tends to be a face. I like being talkative and such, but Yeah my emotions just don't show. Not quite a cronic btch face thing, just not showing my emotions. Even when I want to break down half the time, I cant, even in front of my wife.
It's gotten so far as I can't even write music like I used to, and it's not even writers block. I have the words and melody in my head, but can seldom pick up a pen to write it down. It's like I'm locked and loaded but can't fire. It's like cold feet, but with a pen and paper.
Anyone else deal with this? And what do you do about it?