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Return of the burning mattress...

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Stickler

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Getting electroshock made made me realize that...as nutty as my ex and I both are? I am still in love with him.
After 6 years of being in love with him.
I am going to try to make it work, even if it seems like a bad idea.
Mainly because there isn't anyone else I care about anywhere near that much.

It'll take me a year to get job-training and money, I'm still unemployed, so...it may blow up again and that would be that.
It's probably incredibly stupid, I agree.
 
How does he feel about you?
He's still massively in love with me.
...The ECT relieved the depression some, basically about halved it.
I did just sort of helplessly feel in love with him in a sad, hopeless way...thinking I could never really have another serious relationship anyway, that I was simply too f*cked up. This may be entirely true, still.
 
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