I have no idea where to post this.
Its been a rough couple of days. Ended up in hospital with a gyno issue that I ignored for ages because I didn't want anyone looking at it...bad move. Got to the point over the last few days where I had no choice.
I feel gross. When I was coming out of the anaesthetic, with the pain I was in I had a flashback and started freaking out. But I couldn't explain to the nurses what what happening because I couldn't find words. They must have thought I was crazy.
I hate thinking how exposed I was while I was in surgery...and I had completely no control.
I'd never been to a gyno before for anything.
This was a baptism of fire. I'm struggling.
Its been a rough couple of days. Ended up in hospital with a gyno issue that I ignored for ages because I didn't want anyone looking at it...bad move. Got to the point over the last few days where I had no choice.
I feel gross. When I was coming out of the anaesthetic, with the pain I was in I had a flashback and started freaking out. But I couldn't explain to the nurses what what happening because I couldn't find words. They must have thought I was crazy.
I hate thinking how exposed I was while I was in surgery...and I had completely no control.
I'd never been to a gyno before for anything.
This was a baptism of fire. I'm struggling.