It was my friends bachelorette party this weekend and something really scary happened on Saturday. We had drinks and dinner on Friday, and while it was stressful attending because I didn't know most of the people, I had a plan and left when I started to fell uncomfortable, like I was starting to dissociate. Made it home ok, although I felt really uncomfortable in the cab I took from the train station to my house.
I was pretty exhausted on Saturday, but I managed to go to the party that evening. The plan was to have drinks and take out sushi at my friends house, then they would go out dancing and I would head home. I got there at about 8:30 and was pretty hungry. There was a meat and cheese plate but sushi was never ordered. I had some wine while everyone else was drinking cocktails. We started playing a card game and were all sitting around a table. Then they pulled an envelope of drugs out (like coke and molly) and passed it around. I didn't take any, but it made me feel even more uncomfortable than I already was. Next think I know I'm waking up Sunday morning in my house. I was wearing my pajamas, and I had hung up my coat and turned the porch light off and put my shoes away before going to bed. I check my phone and see I took an uber home from a different part of the city from where my friend lives, and my ride started at 12:30am. My point is, I completely blacked out but it wasn't because I was drunk. I had a headache and was starving but I didn't feel hungover. I'm not sure why I didn't just leave when the drugs came out, other than I had a plan, but the evening didn't go to plan, and I wasn't organized enough to deal with it.
Anyone else had an experience like this? I'm guessing dissociative amnesia, but really have no idea. I've emailed my therapist but haven't heard back from him yet.
I was pretty exhausted on Saturday, but I managed to go to the party that evening. The plan was to have drinks and take out sushi at my friends house, then they would go out dancing and I would head home. I got there at about 8:30 and was pretty hungry. There was a meat and cheese plate but sushi was never ordered. I had some wine while everyone else was drinking cocktails. We started playing a card game and were all sitting around a table. Then they pulled an envelope of drugs out (like coke and molly) and passed it around. I didn't take any, but it made me feel even more uncomfortable than I already was. Next think I know I'm waking up Sunday morning in my house. I was wearing my pajamas, and I had hung up my coat and turned the porch light off and put my shoes away before going to bed. I check my phone and see I took an uber home from a different part of the city from where my friend lives, and my ride started at 12:30am. My point is, I completely blacked out but it wasn't because I was drunk. I had a headache and was starving but I didn't feel hungover. I'm not sure why I didn't just leave when the drugs came out, other than I had a plan, but the evening didn't go to plan, and I wasn't organized enough to deal with it.
Anyone else had an experience like this? I'm guessing dissociative amnesia, but really have no idea. I've emailed my therapist but haven't heard back from him yet.