Hi all.
For my introduction, I'll keep it short.
I was abused in all ways you can think of during my childhood up till I left my grandmother's house when I turned 18. I put on a mask during the abuse and shoved it all inside me and took it out on myself. I turned into a cutter and a self abuser and became a prescription drug addict.
Now I am 42 and I've come to a point that I can't go on like I have been. The years of hiding behind a fake mask of happiness has taken their toll on me.
Recently I've been arrested for driving while asleep while under the influence of Ambien. I've been to 2 rebab facilities and I'm lucky to be alive.
I haven't been diagnosed with PTSD but I have trauma that I need to get rid of because it it killing me.
Thank you for reading.
For my introduction, I'll keep it short.
I was abused in all ways you can think of during my childhood up till I left my grandmother's house when I turned 18. I put on a mask during the abuse and shoved it all inside me and took it out on myself. I turned into a cutter and a self abuser and became a prescription drug addict.
Now I am 42 and I've come to a point that I can't go on like I have been. The years of hiding behind a fake mask of happiness has taken their toll on me.
Recently I've been arrested for driving while asleep while under the influence of Ambien. I've been to 2 rebab facilities and I'm lucky to be alive.
I haven't been diagnosed with PTSD but I have trauma that I need to get rid of because it it killing me.
Thank you for reading.