So, I am the one with PTSD.
I am making progress and I work hard on myself. My partner makes zero progress for years, and yesterday was the point I could not take it anymore.
He is become such a lazy, spoiled, slacking child, while I try hard to become a grown up everyday. This year it has gotten worse.
Ever since he is suspecting (with good reason) he has high-functioning autism/aspergers he just stopped even trying. Diagnose will be late next year. I am going insane here.
Since that aspergers thing, he blames it for EVERYTHING. He has become impossible to have a conversation with, he has become indifferent and, well, just the spitting imagine of some lazy pothead good-for-nothing who only cares about being comfortable and having it easy. I have moved in a very different direction.
Since he learned about having aspergers it has gotten much, much worse. The diagnosis is still far off, but its a pretty safe bet. Since he learned about it, everything is just Aspergers. He does not give a f*ck. Aspergers. Partner cries because he was such a dick? Aspergers. His back f*cked up because he doesn't care about his posture. Aspergers. He hasn't managed to not speak like a 5 year old for 2 weeks counting? Aspergers. Too lazy for excercise? Aspergers. Being rude and awfull? Aspergers. Buying the wrong groceries? Aspergers. And so on and on and on
I cannot live like this anymore. Yesterday was a major, major, major crisis and he broke my heart and whats his response? He think its because of his f*cking executive function. He just can't accept him being at fault, ever.
I don't know what to do about this. He is a student for 2 more years, 34 old now because of his own issues when younger but on track now, and I have very little money myself. I want to leave and I don't want to see him, but I don't know how this all could work.
He is just work work work work work and trigger and stress. I really loved him once, but I don't know if after yesterday I can anymore.
We are together for over 8 years now. This is all so terrible, I just want to lay in bed and cry. I don't know what to do.
I don't have a partner anymore. I have a stupid teenage slacker. I am so sick of this. I imagine myself beating him up and when he complains about it shrugging with my shoulders and say "It's PTSD, hun." and beating some more. Maybe then he would get the message. Probably not though. I am joking of course.
I am making progress and I work hard on myself. My partner makes zero progress for years, and yesterday was the point I could not take it anymore.
He is become such a lazy, spoiled, slacking child, while I try hard to become a grown up everyday. This year it has gotten worse.
Ever since he is suspecting (with good reason) he has high-functioning autism/aspergers he just stopped even trying. Diagnose will be late next year. I am going insane here.
Since that aspergers thing, he blames it for EVERYTHING. He has become impossible to have a conversation with, he has become indifferent and, well, just the spitting imagine of some lazy pothead good-for-nothing who only cares about being comfortable and having it easy. I have moved in a very different direction.
Since he learned about having aspergers it has gotten much, much worse. The diagnosis is still far off, but its a pretty safe bet. Since he learned about it, everything is just Aspergers. He does not give a f*ck. Aspergers. Partner cries because he was such a dick? Aspergers. His back f*cked up because he doesn't care about his posture. Aspergers. He hasn't managed to not speak like a 5 year old for 2 weeks counting? Aspergers. Too lazy for excercise? Aspergers. Being rude and awfull? Aspergers. Buying the wrong groceries? Aspergers. And so on and on and on
I cannot live like this anymore. Yesterday was a major, major, major crisis and he broke my heart and whats his response? He think its because of his f*cking executive function. He just can't accept him being at fault, ever.
I don't know what to do about this. He is a student for 2 more years, 34 old now because of his own issues when younger but on track now, and I have very little money myself. I want to leave and I don't want to see him, but I don't know how this all could work.
He is just work work work work work and trigger and stress. I really loved him once, but I don't know if after yesterday I can anymore.
We are together for over 8 years now. This is all so terrible, I just want to lay in bed and cry. I don't know what to do.
I don't have a partner anymore. I have a stupid teenage slacker. I am so sick of this. I imagine myself beating him up and when he complains about it shrugging with my shoulders and say "It's PTSD, hun." and beating some more. Maybe then he would get the message. Probably not though. I am joking of course.
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