Blackjack
Confident
Does anybody else purposely deprive themselves of sleep as kind of a punishment to themselves?
I am just not sleeping properly at all and it's largely self inflicted. I keep myself awake almost as a kind of punishment. It's kind of self harming or abusing.
I am having severe problems with lack of support and being abandoned by so called friends and this has led to this pattern of behaviour. I am exhausted beyond all measure but unable to break the pattern.
I really feel like I am going crazy.
I am just not sleeping properly at all and it's largely self inflicted. I keep myself awake almost as a kind of punishment. It's kind of self harming or abusing.
I am having severe problems with lack of support and being abandoned by so called friends and this has led to this pattern of behaviour. I am exhausted beyond all measure but unable to break the pattern.
I really feel like I am going crazy.