My brain is so all over the place right now. As I said I am alone in this and am sorry. Tried to put pics of me for you people to see re homepage. The art thread got me going. Thought you would like to see me and my boys/animals/home. New page I just made I am already so nervous of talking with people at the moment as so agoriphobic. If you want me to go I will. I will stop posting here. I am so sorry Anthony and everybody else as well