lostforgottensoul
MyPTSD Pro
I can't always give myself the things I emotionally need.. and I end up looking to others for it. Reassurance, validation, love.. then spiraling if its not met.. and or feeling like I need to apologize for my existence.
I do this. I can't seem to meet anything I need myself, other then to stay breathing. All validation, reasons to stay alive, any sort of love, everything is seeked and absorb from others.
It's likely why I spiral downwards and/or out of control if someone doesn't approve, advises I am wrong. That kind of thing. I made an entire thread about it as I can see its backwards but no idea how to fix it.
I second everything @Ragdoll Circus said! Can't really point out everything as everything is good.. Very smart girl right there! :)