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So it sounds like (although I don't wanna be over presumptive) while the mess and chaos serves some kind of purpose at certain times in your life (me too) but the cleansing of these things is even more helpful(same here as well). I don't know you at all, but sounds like you have a VERY intellectual awareness that all these things have an energy to them. When they are part of a negative environment, mood, event, they have that energy. These can be super silent to some, super LOUD and problematic to others. These bills you speak of are things that are like the Black Plague in your house. Good for you for tossing them. Yes, you have the fees, you have the stress of paying, but putting them in your refrigerator or something would be like slapping yourself every evening. What's the positive in that. You are really moving in a good direction. Good job, gal.Well, I made progress today two garbage bags of stuff thrown out. A lot of it was old paperwork I have...