ChasingMyTail
Learning
I say maybe because I am trying not to freak out. I've had horrible experiences with therapy in the past and it took a lot not to hide under the covers. After staring at the phone for 2 hours I picked it up and called my doctor. My doctor is on vacation so I have to go to a different doctor to get the therapy recommendation :( It took everything I had to make the appointment anyway as it felt like the universe is just trying to give me another excuse to not go. I just wish my own doctor would be there. This would be a lot easier if I could start this process with someone I trust rather than someone I don't know. I know my doctor would be looking out for me, this other person I don't know and doesn't know me so how can I be sure she won't blow me off like the rest have?
I guess I will see tomorrow.
I guess I will see tomorrow.