Dysgruntled_Gman
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My wife is 3 mo pregnant and since then, I've decided to try to better my life and start going to school. It's been difficult with both. After 8 yrs away from school it's harder than I thought. My wife says I'm an asshole. Im not one to be sympathetic. I'm emotionally numb and only resort to anger. I hate it but it feels so normal to be mad. It feels that's the only time I'm in control. Either that or when I'm drinking. I refuse to take medication. I need a little insight on my options. VA isn't much help, they just want to shove pills down my throat. I'm over that. I want to be a better person for my future child, but I'm scared I'll never change. Im afraid that I will ruin their life, as I did my wife's.
Feeling pretty low. Anything helps. Thanks
Feeling pretty low. Anything helps. Thanks