freespirit13
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Hello,
Wondering if any of you have the same issue ....I have .....I can not take any kind of medication ...Have trouble even taking paracetamol...although that is getting better ...Due to being spiked and then raped ....I find it very hard to take anything even herbal( to the extent of even dyeing my hair cos of the chemicals) .... because of losing control and not knowing whats going on/trust thing going on ...I don't touch alcohol or drugs for that matter ...which is probably a good thing ...But i do feel like i am in a catch 22 to be honest ....i know i probably need something but my mind won't let me ....I have been ok with out so far but there are those days when i am driving myself nuts and i do think if only ...even to take the edge off and get out the house.
I have the same issues with eating and drinking outside of my home or friends and family houses ...Although i managed that three times whilst on holiday...:)
Just wondering if any one else has had these issues and how you got around them ....I smoke and my therapist was trying to get me to think that i smoke and i don't really know what is in them...She has a point ...How ever didn't change how i looked/my behavior towards medication or anything else ...I know its anxiety/trauma and my alarm bells are going but i can not let my guard down where that is concerned...Any advice would be much appreciated :)
Wondering if any of you have the same issue ....I have .....I can not take any kind of medication ...Have trouble even taking paracetamol...although that is getting better ...Due to being spiked and then raped ....I find it very hard to take anything even herbal( to the extent of even dyeing my hair cos of the chemicals) .... because of losing control and not knowing whats going on/trust thing going on ...I don't touch alcohol or drugs for that matter ...which is probably a good thing ...But i do feel like i am in a catch 22 to be honest ....i know i probably need something but my mind won't let me ....I have been ok with out so far but there are those days when i am driving myself nuts and i do think if only ...even to take the edge off and get out the house.
I have the same issues with eating and drinking outside of my home or friends and family houses ...Although i managed that three times whilst on holiday...:)
Just wondering if any one else has had these issues and how you got around them ....I smoke and my therapist was trying to get me to think that i smoke and i don't really know what is in them...She has a point ...How ever didn't change how i looked/my behavior towards medication or anything else ...I know its anxiety/trauma and my alarm bells are going but i can not let my guard down where that is concerned...Any advice would be much appreciated :)