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Christmas Day 2016--oldest and dearest friend murdered, pstd symptoms reinvigorated (excessive fear, anxiety, anger etc)
July 4, 2017--robbery while at home, minimal loss but for increasing ability to feel safe
July 6--estranged and abusive (most likely borderline personality) mother dies creating much internal dissonance
August 21--fired on first day of vacation via email from a school I helped establish (financially terrified)
August 30--hired by a new school where I will have a steep learning curve (imposter syndrome activated)
September 1--news that ex (only other old and dear friend) has tumor biopsy results, spindle cell sarcoma
September 2-- feeling isolated, overwhelmed? dissociated? numb?
Is this how life is for everyone? Or is this my special sh*t show?
July 4, 2017--robbery while at home, minimal loss but for increasing ability to feel safe
July 6--estranged and abusive (most likely borderline personality) mother dies creating much internal dissonance
August 21--fired on first day of vacation via email from a school I helped establish (financially terrified)
August 30--hired by a new school where I will have a steep learning curve (imposter syndrome activated)
September 1--news that ex (only other old and dear friend) has tumor biopsy results, spindle cell sarcoma
September 2-- feeling isolated, overwhelmed? dissociated? numb?
Is this how life is for everyone? Or is this my special sh*t show?
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