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KwanYingirl
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So two days ago was my birthday. It always makes me avoidant and triggered because while bumming around Europe in my early 20s, I went to a pub in London. A nice guy bought me a pint and the next thing I know, I’m in a car drugged. I did not want to be raped and I played dead. I watched with my eyes just slits and when the car stopped at a red light, I opened my door and fell out of the car. I ran and ran, falling down from the drug. A kind woman asked me if I needed the police but I just begged her to get me a cab. Which she did.
I hate my birthday, but this year I went to a concert. David Rawlings and Gillian Welch. Awesome
I’ve got to do something about my avoidance. I have the irrational fear that I will be kidnapped again. So I don’t take walks. My dog needs more exercise. Cannot get out there without panic . Time to peel the onion and overcome this phobia
I hate my birthday, but this year I went to a concert. David Rawlings and Gillian Welch. Awesome
I’ve got to do something about my avoidance. I have the irrational fear that I will be kidnapped again. So I don’t take walks. My dog needs more exercise. Cannot get out there without panic . Time to peel the onion and overcome this phobia