Today was one of those days, the ones that start off horrible and just get worse. I was awakened by the action of punching the headboard of my bed during a night terror. I then got bad news from a college professor. It seems that I may fail a class. This just adds to everything else - no job, no money, etc. I know the common thought that things can always get worse; I pray that they do not. Tomorrow, I have an appointment with my psychologist. For some reason, these appointment just irritate me even more. I have not been able to cry in a long time, but I feel as if I am near the breaking point.