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Hi. I'm going to try posting on this forum because I guess I was tortured in small-town, suburban California recently. I wasn't physically harmed, but I was harassed with threats and hateful comments to an extent that could be described as cruel and inhuman. Some of what I heard was:
"They'll kill." "They're raping me." "They're raping." "I'm a sex trafficking." "Coke whore." "Go home, or you'll lose your life." "Do coke and do tricks." "Math." "We love seeing you suffer." "Faggot." "Pauper." "You're banned." "You're banned for life." "The ban's permanent." "It's a concentration."
For a while I couldn't sleep at night, and I went through my days exhausted and unable to focus. A couple of times I had thoughts of suicide. Other times I thought I heard the comments repeated, maybe hours after I'd first heard them. I know that suicide is not an option, so I've focused my efforts on doing what I can to improve the situation. Likely this means moving away and living somewhere else.
I'm a professional with a master's in literature. I've been working very part-time as a freelance writer, volunteering, and searching for a full-time job.
Does anyone have any advice?
"They'll kill." "They're raping me." "They're raping." "I'm a sex trafficking." "Coke whore." "Go home, or you'll lose your life." "Do coke and do tricks." "Math." "We love seeing you suffer." "Faggot." "Pauper." "You're banned." "You're banned for life." "The ban's permanent." "It's a concentration."
For a while I couldn't sleep at night, and I went through my days exhausted and unable to focus. A couple of times I had thoughts of suicide. Other times I thought I heard the comments repeated, maybe hours after I'd first heard them. I know that suicide is not an option, so I've focused my efforts on doing what I can to improve the situation. Likely this means moving away and living somewhere else.
I'm a professional with a master's in literature. I've been working very part-time as a freelance writer, volunteering, and searching for a full-time job.
Does anyone have any advice?