sonicwhite
Policy Enforcement
ok, I was on a forum that talked about relapse and psychosis and since I have been dabbling in something that I stopped ten years ago it got me thinking about what I went through in 05 and 08. I have had two psychotic breaks from weed but the second one I had more insight, painful very much so but I stood my ground. I don't smoke weed anymore but I'm doing something even worse yet I show no symptoms of psychosis or any audible voices. I know I should quit but it helps me so much. I have adhd but the docs don't want to prescribe stimulants because I have had psychosis and they think it was due to speed. But it was weed that did it. So I'm thinking of getting a new doctor that will treat what I'm going through so I can get off the street drugs. Please God hear my cry for mercy.