I had no idea where to post this thread. Maybe it belongs somewhere else. I'm also not a fan of the trigger idea but I didnt know how else to say it.
I have to deal with police dept and probation officers on occasion because of work that I do. I have an extremely difficult time dealing with some of these people and the stupid rules and red tape involved in keeping the bad ones in check. Everyone always knows who they are, and until or unless they do something terrible and get caught, they run amok.
I dont know why I react the way I do, I havent had a personal experience that was worse than the average person with bad cops. I was in a boot camp for bad kids as teenager for a while, but I dont think thats the problem, I just dont know.
I'm extremely reactive and will start power trips with them immediately. I think its the weapons, Im not sure.
Other people in positions that are similar dont get to me like that. Im hoping someone here can give me some insight. This kept me up all night last night.
I have to deal with police dept and probation officers on occasion because of work that I do. I have an extremely difficult time dealing with some of these people and the stupid rules and red tape involved in keeping the bad ones in check. Everyone always knows who they are, and until or unless they do something terrible and get caught, they run amok.
I dont know why I react the way I do, I havent had a personal experience that was worse than the average person with bad cops. I was in a boot camp for bad kids as teenager for a while, but I dont think thats the problem, I just dont know.
I'm extremely reactive and will start power trips with them immediately. I think its the weapons, Im not sure.
Other people in positions that are similar dont get to me like that. Im hoping someone here can give me some insight. This kept me up all night last night.