Does anyone else experience even with their loved ones, trust problems and paranoia? I have managed to realise that it is just paranoia and am able to control it, but I find it very hard to trust people. I also notice when I get close to people they tend to let me down when I need them. So I withdraw from them and they mention that I am avoiding them. I prefer to keep a distance from people when I am feeling depressed. It sometimes really gets me down though and I find it hard to see any good in the world.