WHOOPEEE! Next Friday I have to go have vocational testing done, not real enthused about this because if it is anything like the neuro psych tests I know I will be completly drained. I guess they need to know ALL THE THINGS I CAN'T do to make a better case for me. I have to admit I am terrified of this, but also know it needs to be done. I know I have to not stress it because no matter how I worry and panic about it the fact is it still needs to be done. I guess everytime I have this type of testing done to me it's like adding more salt to the already existing wounds. It's a reminder of things that are lost, and not to say some of them will be lost forever but right now for me to learn anything new is just not an option. I guess to seeing a brand new doc even just for the testing frightens me. I do not do well with NEW PEOPLE of any sort and even though he is a psychologist he is still NEW. I just wish this whole legal battle was over so I can concentrate more on healing but that is not the case so I will plug along doing what they ask and if I flip out on him so be it. I can't predict how it will go the last testing I had done was pretty intense and like I said draining, and made me feel stupid. I hate it when they give you a simple math problem and you sit there and go DAHHHHHH! Oh well I will deal with it, and if it causes major problems I will come here and vent about them.