It's completely understandable that you would want a mother figure in your life, but she can't be yor therapist too. Does she know you see her as a mother? She should be skilled in helping you manage these feelings, maintaining appropriate boundaries is part of that. It's hard but when the boundaries really slip like that, the client invariably ends up hurt. Do you still have a form of professional relationship with her in that you book sessions and pay for her time? I know it would feel impossible to tackle this, but it's important you talk to her, or another therapist, about the relationship because it sounds like its far from therapuetic now.@WillyKat . as odd as it may sound I love my T. there's a lot she's helped me through. she's become more of a mother to me than a therapist and I guess that's what I really wanted in life (a mother figure).
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