I have PTSD from a robbery at gunpoint as well as from a former psychiatrist and then this happened and I don't know if it was inappropriate or not.
This is what happened. Am I overreacting?
Wednesday I had a massage from a person I hadn't used before. He said working on my psoas muscles would help my lower back but it would involve stomach massage. I felt like I couldn't say no even though I dislike stomach massage but he kept pressuring.
I feel like I couldn't say anything and I don't know why. I always am able to communicate when something isn't feeling right in a massage. I always figured I would and could. He didn't rape me but hands under the underwear lower pelvis and on the side by my inner hips was weird and so was leg positioning so I was pretty much draped but he was working inner thigh and hips and lower ab area. The whole time I was frozen I couldn't speak and o kept thinking just let it be over
And then when I was face down and he had my arm stretching behind my back is when I am pretty sure part of one breast was exposed since I had no sheet draped over my back at that time.
And he kept saying I want to be the best part of your day over and over
This is what happened. Am I overreacting?
Wednesday I had a massage from a person I hadn't used before. He said working on my psoas muscles would help my lower back but it would involve stomach massage. I felt like I couldn't say no even though I dislike stomach massage but he kept pressuring.
I feel like I couldn't say anything and I don't know why. I always am able to communicate when something isn't feeling right in a massage. I always figured I would and could. He didn't rape me but hands under the underwear lower pelvis and on the side by my inner hips was weird and so was leg positioning so I was pretty much draped but he was working inner thigh and hips and lower ab area. The whole time I was frozen I couldn't speak and o kept thinking just let it be over
And then when I was face down and he had my arm stretching behind my back is when I am pretty sure part of one breast was exposed since I had no sheet draped over my back at that time.
And he kept saying I want to be the best part of your day over and over