WhiteHatGirl
Learning
I am still pretty new to this site. I have admitted I have an Avoidance Personality Disorder Diagnosis.
I really havent had many safe places to get into the fact that my childhood was full if psychological trauma and drama. My dad, a toxic threatening alcoholic narcissist and mom very codependant kind of mix of ocd and paranoid behaviors. Both very depressed in their own ways. Essentially everyone was out if control, couldnt bond well, and I was frequently threatened with violence to control me and I learned to hide and play oline ir escape to friends house as or read books. I was afraid of what was goung to happen next at all times and there were extra large drama incidences too. Fires, etc...
I really havent had many safe places to get into the fact that my childhood was full if psychological trauma and drama. My dad, a toxic threatening alcoholic narcissist and mom very codependant kind of mix of ocd and paranoid behaviors. Both very depressed in their own ways. Essentially everyone was out if control, couldnt bond well, and I was frequently threatened with violence to control me and I learned to hide and play oline ir escape to friends house as or read books. I was afraid of what was goung to happen next at all times and there were extra large drama incidences too. Fires, etc...