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What Are You Thinking?

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I'm thinking I over did it this morning, got somethings accomplished, yet don't feel proud of myself, because I struggled so much just getting it done. Thinking back to when I didn't give the simplest things a second thought. Now the smallest of chores seem the biggest.

My way of "thinking" is often backwards about myself. I would have felt proud had it not been a struggle. I try not to look back or think about how I was before the trauma, but it's hard not to. Going to ly down for a bit. :(
 
I am thinking that my life has been taken over by others needs and I don't have time for my own.

Understand where you're coming from Cath. Not a good situation to be in as it leaves you with a feeling of helplessness. My heart goes out to you. Perhaps you need to set aside more time for yourself. They are more than capable of looking after themselves. ;)
 
Two of my nephews unfriended me through facebook and I am unsure as to why. They seem fine when we meet in person. Hugs and such. So I asked them via private messaging but I haven't heard back. I guess I will have to just take it in stride. They have the right to not friend me. It just kind of bothers me because I am not sure what I've done if anything.
 
I am thinking that I am very proud of myself. In the course of emptying my house to move to my daughters house, I made a plan and all went according to plan. I am thinking that I was being silly stressing over all of the things that had to get done.

The house is now empty and my bedroom is shaping up with my furniture in it. I have a box a day to unpack but I am giving myself a break today because I went over to the house and threw much trash away. and cleaned out the shed with a only a few things that have to go in the trash

I moved the items that were left at the house and put it all away here. This is the second time I have moved myself and I am feeling a great sense of accomplishment but really have to work on not stressing after I have made a good plan.
 
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