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What Did You Do For You Today???

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Told myself the truth. It is slowly sinking in. It will take time to get to where I want to go. I will take babysteps. Today was a busy day and I feel like a misfit. I am having a good day. We are all done with the christmas shopping. We will have kick back days the next few days. I hope things calm down and mellow out. Still looking for a good authority figure in my dreams. This is a safe place.
 
Being in a safe place is a key. (in my humble opinion) Until I'm in a safe place I stay insecure. That affect effects me.

Truth is slowly sinking in "Good for you Gizmo. The truth is, you are very likeable person and I personally believe you are doing great today."

Sorry, my brain is rattling around in my head right now. Pain level has been super high today and I can't seem to shake this "not myself" stuff. Actually, I am more "myself" that I was I was. sigh. Haven't been this flippity in about 6 months.

safenow (trying to be)
 
I did not turn into a basket case when my husband went off on me falsely accusing me of stuff in his delucions he is having right now. He is having hallucinations and delusions. I reacted calmly, and kept on telling him it was a delusion. He is in a bad mood now. But it will pass. I am staying calm. I am thankful that I kept my wits about me. Today soon I wll get out of here and get me some fried zucchini and some sourdough jacks and curly fries. I have to call my friend, I called his doctor but no one is getting back to me. It is a Saturday what did I expect. It always happens on the weekends. I am holding my own. My spirits are uplifted. I try to keep busy.
 
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