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I finished looking through all my literature for my bachelor thesis! ...according to my schedule, I shall still do the analyzing part for all March...but I ended up to analyze while searching, so I've got a big buffer. :)...and I think I even overshooted a bit. According to my university, I need about 20-30 primary research texts...I've got about 44...my bibliography alreads is about 78 texts in total. :bag: ...and I really read most of it! ...:whistling: ...I will start to think about my hypothesis now, only two or three and not too specific because the topic wasn't researchred at all until today. ...and then, I will start to write...I hope that I will finish in April...writing won't be the heavy part for me. :bookworm: ...I'm missing a typing smiley here...:p
Finished my response for my SSI disability application just about an hour ago. Three pages long. If I get approved I'll post what I wrote in case it helps any other folks dealing with SSI.
I got my glasses fixed and did not have to get new ones. I am watching my spending and not using the credit card. I am paying my bills early. I am getting ready for a move and making plans about it.
6 months sober - whole half a year! was a time i never thought id say that. Doing well replacing it with non alcoholic beer for me.
I have started medication to try to help me deal with my symptoms for now. Still need a shot down to anxiety so I can ground more effectively.
After contacting 3 different cat rescues I have found a group and I will be starting with them sometime next week.
I have made some goals for myself:
1. to work on my anxiety more.
2. to get myself out with people more often.
3. to interact with new people and hopefully remain calm.
4. do something that makes a difference and is worthwhile.
I am hoping that when I start working with these ladies and the cats that I will be able to hit those goals by being out more and eventually be able to tolerate being around people in general again. My anxiety shuts me down. I need to re socialize, im isolated at home alot.
I'm hoping that working with the cats will provide me with calming influence that I get at home with my support cat at home. It already helped interacting with the cats that were there before I asked about the organization who is using the space in a pet supply store to get their adoptable cats seen.