A little lost
Confident
When you know you just aren't yourself. You know you should be feeling something a certain way after consecutive days of new trauma one day, then massive sudden reminder of old trauma the next...but you just don't. The thoughts are in your head....but you feel absolutely nothing about anything any of it.
Then you feel guilty because it feels self indulgent to feel nothing.
Then you feel guilty because it feels self indulgent to feel nothing.