Hello Everyone.I have just found this website and I am hoping someone can help me .I hope I am posting this in the right place.
A little bit about my'self.
My apologies if it is a bit long.
My name is Andress.I am 32 years old.I have a condition known as obsessive compulsive disorder.I feel this disorder was created by my'self to cover up other emotions and experiences that I cannot handle from childhood.
I grew up in domestic violence and emotional abuse.
For as long as I can remember I have this feeling that I have been sexually abused.I have been reading the book the courage to heal and it has brought up some feelings that is hard to deal with.
The problem with me is I have no memory of actual sexual abuse.
Just horrible sensations and major relationship issues when to comes to that end of things in my marriage.
I have been through numerous therapies even hypnosis to deal with Obsesssive Compulsive Disorder.
The latest hypnosis is dealing with repressed memories that may relate to sexual abuse.I dont know where to go from here.I have horrible emotions when it comes to intimacy but no memories.My therapist says that I may have repressed them so far down that they may never surface.
I would let it go and try and move on with my life but it still comes back day after day.The horrible emotions.There is a constant reminder that something happened.If there is anyone on her that can help me I would appreciate it as I am at my wits end with this nightmare.
Thank you for listening.
Andress
A little bit about my'self.
My apologies if it is a bit long.
My name is Andress.I am 32 years old.I have a condition known as obsessive compulsive disorder.I feel this disorder was created by my'self to cover up other emotions and experiences that I cannot handle from childhood.
I grew up in domestic violence and emotional abuse.
For as long as I can remember I have this feeling that I have been sexually abused.I have been reading the book the courage to heal and it has brought up some feelings that is hard to deal with.
The problem with me is I have no memory of actual sexual abuse.
Just horrible sensations and major relationship issues when to comes to that end of things in my marriage.
I have been through numerous therapies even hypnosis to deal with Obsesssive Compulsive Disorder.
The latest hypnosis is dealing with repressed memories that may relate to sexual abuse.I dont know where to go from here.I have horrible emotions when it comes to intimacy but no memories.My therapist says that I may have repressed them so far down that they may never surface.
I would let it go and try and move on with my life but it still comes back day after day.The horrible emotions.There is a constant reminder that something happened.If there is anyone on her that can help me I would appreciate it as I am at my wits end with this nightmare.
Thank you for listening.
Andress