I don't think I could feel any lower right now. I can't do anything without messing it up. I got a prepaid card used it once and lost it. It isn't a big deal, but its just one thing after another. I don't know why I keep going when I just fail at everything. I was looking for it to subscribe to a singles app too because of loneliness. I don't know how I keep putting up my own road blocks everything I turn around. I just needed to vent I guess.