HI my name is Sandra. On monday 10/10/2022 i was going to work like a normal Monday. it was actually a typical great Monday. I had just dropped my youngest with daycare and on my way i went. Floors weren't wet, just a reg day here in NJ. I'll never forget the car; it was a Mazda 3 or Mazda 6 probably 2016-2019 cut me off. so, as I'm trying to avoid being either by him or coming to complete stop and getting hit from behind made the decision to try to swerve. worst decision i could have made, my car ended up losing all types of control, ended up in air smashing into a guard rail rolling over and ending up left on the driver's side. I was trapped conscious, confused but conscious. this man came to my rescue, but unfortunately the man who cut me off was nowhere to be found. and i sit here days later full of anger besides the fact that I'm ok nothing majorly broken, many bruised ribs fractures but nothing that I can't overcome, but has this world really come to that, that we all have so little humanity for one another to even check to see if I was still alive. That is just something I can't get over. I am being silly wanting to go to work the same day. the officers laughed at me. I'm in triage so it's what I do for a living. forget helping me it's my job to help others. but 4 days later I find my mental state is getting worse. morning day and night and tossing and turning i dream a sleep i think i eat the accident my mental state is all over the place, especially at the thought that just 5 minutes prior my 3-year-old was in the car. i thought coming on here would help me and writing and i saw a post from 2017 that was a little similar to mine, so it thought it was the right place to join. And trust me if I could just have a moment in time to thank those men who all ran to my car finding any which way to help me break free of the car I wish I could thank them a million times over. but how do I begin to heal. I know it's still fresh but damn just the thought that the person who caused the accident continued his or her day like nothing happened