Tonight I got to thinking too much, and I picked up the phone and after 16 years since the last molestation, I called my ex stepdad... I'm not sure how many here have read my story (it's somewhere in the introductions thread), but for years I've been afraid of him. I don't know what made me snap, officially, but I do know I was flaming pissed off. Got to thinking too much about how he's doing so well and how he's never been prosecuted (nor have my stepbrothers), and here they are living "the life". So it rang and rang and rang, I don't think I had a single coherent thought going on in my head because I had nothing planned to say...It rang until the prerecorded message came stating that no one was answering and it disconnected me.
I feel like a bonafide idiot, and I hope I didn't set off a massive trigger...Wtf came over me?
I feel like a bonafide idiot, and I hope I didn't set off a massive trigger...Wtf came over me?