BigLittle
Confident
Hi,
On a good dat I feel like I can do any job.
On a bad day especially after a horrible night of reliving stuff from my past, I feel like f*ckit I'll just be on dissability untill I die.
I am 40 years old and today I am in a what does it matter if I go work or not. As long as I have a roof over my head, all the bills and debts are getting pain, clothes and a stocked fridge... enough for me at the moment.
On the other hand, I really want to ever what I am capable of when I am steady and stable enough. It seems that I owe that to myself after all the abuse and violence.
On a good dat I feel like I can do any job.
On a bad day especially after a horrible night of reliving stuff from my past, I feel like f*ckit I'll just be on dissability untill I die.
I am 40 years old and today I am in a what does it matter if I go work or not. As long as I have a roof over my head, all the bills and debts are getting pain, clothes and a stocked fridge... enough for me at the moment.
On the other hand, I really want to ever what I am capable of when I am steady and stable enough. It seems that I owe that to myself after all the abuse and violence.