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7Cs
Last Activity:
Dec 27, 2017
Joined:
Feb 24, 2016
Messages:
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Gender:
Female
Location:
Wisconsin
Occupation:
Self employed

7Cs

Well-Known Member, Female, from Wisconsin

Donated

hi Feb 24, 2016

7Cs was last seen:
Dec 27, 2017
    1. Justmehere
      Justmehere
      Thinking of you today and hoping that things are getting easier!
      1. 7Cs
        7Cs
        Thank you. <3
        Mar 19, 2017
    2. Living in the 70s
      Living in the 70s
      Hiya 7Cs I LOVE orchids and have many of them! Nice to read you in chat today. Thanks for saying hello and admiring my disco dancing!
      1. aut555 and 7Cs like this.
    3. Living in the 70s
      Living in the 70s
      ***leaves baskets of Self Compassion for 7Cs***
      1. 7Cs and Recovery4Me like this.
      2. 7Cs
        7Cs
        Thank you. <3
        Aug 5, 2016
      3. Living in the 70s
        Aug 5, 2016
        Recovery4Me likes this.
    4. Suzetig
      Suzetig
      Thanks for your donation to the forum, it's very appreciated
    5. Nicolette
      Nicolette
      Thank you for your recent donation to the forum :)
    6. Saelben
      Saelben
      Hows it going :hug:
      1. 7Cs
        7Cs
        Everything went better than expected. :) TY
        How have you been?
        Mar 6, 2016
        Recovery4Me likes this.
      2. Saelben
        Saelben
        Currently energetic and chipper! Zoloft working out well!
        Mar 6, 2016
        Recovery4Me likes this.
    7. Simply Simon
      Simply Simon
      We're glad you found us, too. Thank you for your donation. :)
    8. Living in the 70s
      Living in the 70s
      Céad míle fáilte (hundred thousand welcomes)!
      1. Recovery4Me and 7Cs like this.
    9. expectingbetter
      expectingbetter
      Hello 7Cs, welcome to our small society. I am glad to see you here with us.
    10. Saelben
      Saelben
    11. 7Cs
      7Cs
      hi
      1. Living in the 70s likes this.
      2. Saelben
        Saelben
        Hello
        Feb 24, 2016
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      3. Living in the 70s
        Living in the 70s
        Hello 7Cs!
        Mar 3, 2016
    12. Nikie
      Nikie
      Welcome on the forums 7Cs. Hope you find it very helpful here. hugs
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  • About

    Gender:
    Female
    Location:
    Wisconsin
    Occupation:
    Self employed
    from my intro post.

    My story ...
    I was taken away from my bio parents when I was a year and a half - they were in a cult that did not believe in material possessions and were by choice homeless. Authorities also suspected preverbal sexual abuse but I can't get those records to see any further information about that.
    Adopted at 3 and a half I was emotionally neglected and experienced "mild" physical abuse by my adoptive parents.
    At 12 I was taken away from them for the abuse and they decided they didn't want me back and tried to dissolve the adoption. The courts wouldn't let them. After 4 years in multiple foster homes, group homes, mental health institutions and juvenile hall (for running away constantly), the courts gave me back to my adoptive parents because no place wanted to risk having me due of my tendency to run.
    I was 16 when the courts gave me back to them but they never took me home, they left me that night on the streets. I had no one to turn to and no support.
    I was homeless until I was 18 and in that time was threatened with rape (some would call it attempted rape) multiple times, abused by my "fiance", had knives held to my throat and stared down the barrel of a gun on several occasions. I kind of think I'm lucky to be alive.

    Now...
    I've been in therapy for most of my adult life and function pretty well. I'm married and have 2 kids. Last May our house's basement wall collapsed and it was condemned (insurance doesn't cover that type of loss). So, I WAS a home owner. :) I run a "micro" business online.

    I can't/ don't want to make friends because I'm afraid of loosing them. I have nightmares. Sometimes I cry as if it was all happening now and other times I numb out and dissociate. Some day are good, some bad, I'm exhausted... sometimes I lose hope and I don't know if the pain will ever go away.
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