Recent content by Allison

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    Not 100% but I’m so broken

    I miss my kiddos! I know I screwed up! But so did my daughters dad! He knew what he was doing! He knew my triggers! I tried to leave but he wouldn’t let me leave! He put our baby girl in danger!
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    Not 100% but I’m so broken

    Yes lol
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    Not 100% but I’m so broken

    Finding myself I have been trying to find the purpose of my life! No! My childhood was not the best! I was sexually abused at 3 and at 4! I was raped at 13!! My mom and I never had a good bond! She was part of the abuse! She verbally and physically abused me! She hit me so many times in the...
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    I deserve...

    To be heard to be accepted!
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    Not 100% but I’m so broken

    It’s hard because I had yet another flashback but I was able to calm myself and I told myself it be ok! I made it through and it was very scary but I did it! Didn’t get angry just cried and finally I was ok!!
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    Last movie or tv series you watched?

    Lakeside log cabins! Must win lottery lol
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    What Song Are You Listening To Right Now?

    Gods country
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    Not 100% but I’m so broken

    Yes I have ptsd, anxiety and depression!! I own up to I wasn’t taking my meds due to the dr just quit seeing patients because of the virus! My daughters dad knew my damn triggers! He knew what set me off!! I own up to getting charged but yet at the same damn time I was always told you don’t feel...
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    Not 100% but I’m so broken

    The long road: I walk the road that determines who I am! I walk the road of lies. The lies I hid from everyone! Not being able to recognize them. I walk the road of anger. Why? Because most of my life I was rejected! I had the worst childhood! I got angry because I really had no friends! I...
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    Trouble

    I will! Thank you for your kind reply!
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    Trouble

    Yes I don’t see my counselor until Thursday but now CPS is involved so
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    Trouble

    When he shoved me into my car! Hmm I pushed him away from me! It don’t matter though I’m getting the help
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    Trouble

    I agree!! I owned up to it! I tried to leave he blocked me! He wouldn’t let me leave Pretty much self defense
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    Childhood My ptsd is ugh - Feels like reliving my childhood

    I hate this!! It feels like living my childhood all over again! No one to talk to scared! Miss my babies I know I’m getting help but ugh! Need to vent is there like a hotline to call
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