Yeah, the person(s) follow me into the kitchen. Huh... and yes it very well couuld be that hypogog--thing. I called my docs and gave them a heads up so I'm feeling better. I've had sleep paralysis many, many, many times. Oh so many. Creepy as hell!
So I have ptsd/complex trauma and I hear voices when under stress; but something else has been happening for a long time only now its getting more severe,and more often--while I'm falling asleep I feel people in the room, I know they're there, I wake up in a daze and i see them,every time...
A song of ptsd'er to a supporter whose had enough.
HATE ME by Blue October
...and with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave, kicking shadows across the street
for every mistake I ever made, and like a baby boy I never was a man
until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hands...
I guess I'm a little at a loss for how to start this. My older sister, my main cheerleader and supporter these last 4 years, has ditched helping me completely because she just can't handle it anymore. I realize i'm angry sometimes but it's like I just became "the sick person" to her, and not...
The Guess Who
Hidden Track after 18th Floor Balcony
"It's just me and I'll find a way to make it
there's no one left to stop me here i go
let me take it from the top
so why so long?
so sad i wanna be strong
don't try to take this from me
i've already spent living half my...
I'm with you guys and thanks for your comments. I have complex trauma/ptsd and have many of the symptoms of bpd and attachment d.o. as well. You know I read somewhere too that bpd was like code for "difficult" or incurable patient--many negative undertones to it. But whatever. Could be...