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    AnnieMae replied to the thread My diary of random thoughts.
    My whole life is going down the drain! I made some really really bad bad decisions and I have no friends! I just want to live by my...
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    AnnieMae replied to the thread My diary of random thoughts.
    All I want is to get married again! I mean omg! How hard is it to find a relationship??? It’s been 7 years! Seven!!!!! What the hell! I...
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    AnnieMae replied to the thread My diary of random thoughts.
    How do you find yourself and be happy when the whole world has told you that you’re a piece of shit??? Oh, I know...you believe it
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    AnnieMae replied to the thread My diary of random thoughts.
    I hate being called crazy!!!!! I may not be the smartest person, or the prettiest person, but I was set up and I suffer from severe...
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    AnnieMae replied to the thread My diary of random thoughts.
    Depression, anxiety, depression, anxiety, depression, anxiety...it just doesn’t go away. My life is just going in circles and I can’t...
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    AnnieMae reacted to Ash_3's post in the thread Where did hope go? with Sad Sad.
    In a week I will be moving back to school, thousands of miles away from my hometown, the ultimate trigger. I should be excited and part...
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    AnnieMae replied to the thread My diary of random thoughts.
    Because my life repeats itself a lot. Nothing has changed, so my feelings are the same.
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    AnnieMae replied to the thread My diary of random thoughts.
    Well, it’s not just one thing. I thought I would have a different life, but I cannot change. I know it seems crazy, but so many bad...
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    AnnieMae replied to the thread My diary of random thoughts.
    It’s not easy making good decisions when you were messed with and you try hard to be nice and seem to come off weird, and you feel...
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    AnnieMae replied to the thread My diary of random thoughts.
    They are all on zoom right now, at least where I am at. And barely anyone shows up. I really feel like everything is just so messed up...
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    AnnieMae replied to the thread My diary of random thoughts.
    Story of my life at this point. Always is. I try so hard to stay positive and be one sided, but I am a loser. It sucks. I have no...
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    AnnieMae replied to the thread My diary of random thoughts.
    My life is literally closing in on me- I am alone, no friends, far from my family, in a job I don’t like anymore. I am depressed because...
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    AnnieMae replied to the thread My diary of random thoughts.
    Why am I so afraid of being alone? I have no close friends and I blew it. I can’t take this anymore. The pressure on me from him and the...
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    AnnieMae replied to the thread My diary of random thoughts.
    This whole thing has literally ruined my life. I hate being alone but I also hate being desperate. I can’t take people anymore either. I...
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    AnnieMae replied to the thread My diary of random thoughts.
    I just cannot handle the anxiety anymore. I need something. Please God, even though I know that praying isn’t going to work. I missed...
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    AnnieMae replied to the thread My diary of random thoughts.
    I keep going through a lot. I just can’t win. It’s devastating to me. Nothing is going right in my life. I just want a normal life.
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    AnnieMae replied to the thread My diary of random thoughts.
    Yeah, I just never really thought I was this unlikable by people. It is just so bad. And everyone I know is in a relationship and it is...
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    AnnieMae replied to the thread My diary of random thoughts.
    I don’t know why people don’t like me but it hurts. I am basically a loser with no friends and no one likes me. I am waiting for things...
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    AnnieMae replied to the thread My diary of random thoughts.
    All I can say is everything is a lie. Nothing is getting better. I have no life, no friends, nothing is getting better. My job will...
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    AnnieMae replied to the thread My diary of random thoughts.
    My whole life is seriously closing in on me. Everything I do is wrong. I am emotionally disturbed after all of this. He set me up and I...
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    AnnieMae replied to the thread My diary of random thoughts.
    I overshare way too much. I repel people away from me and reject the ones I want. I hate life lol. It’s not fun, no one listens to me, I...
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    AnnieMae replied to the thread My diary of random thoughts.
    Find myself, get my shit together mentally. Possibly learn how to meet people that are worth trusting other than my family- if that is...
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    AnnieMae replied to the thread My diary of random thoughts.
    But they aren’t getting better. I am constantly rejected, constantly let down by other people. There is no connection between myself and...
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    AnnieMae replied to the thread My diary of random thoughts.
    My therapist tells me things will get better, but I know it’s just lies. No one likes me. I am lonely and the time I got away from my...
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    AnnieMae replied to the thread My diary of random thoughts.
    The thing that sucks is that it just feels so fake. Now that I’m in therapy and I’ve gone into the “real world” I see how messed up my...
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    AnnieMae replied to the thread My diary of random thoughts.
    But they destroyed my life. They destroyed me and I’m not strong enough to pick myself up. So now, I’m going to be alone for the rest of...
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    AnnieMae replied to the thread My diary of random thoughts.
    I just want love and someone to settle down with, but it sure as hell is hard when you don’t get along with anyone. When you have...
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    AnnieMae replied to the thread My diary of random thoughts.
    I cannot stand being alone. I have no friends and no fun anymore. Without a connection to anyone anymore, I am losing my goddamn mind. I...
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    AnnieMae replied to the thread My diary of random thoughts.
    I can’t stop the back and forth anymore. The back and forth of the mental was that is in my mind. I was involved in a bad situation. I...
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    AnnieMae replied to the thread My diary of random thoughts.
    I just don’t have anyone outside of my family and I am so lonely. I can’t even believe all of this is happening to me. It’s weird. I...
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    AnnieMae replied to the thread My diary of random thoughts.
    Reading, hiking (when it’s not so cold)
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    AnnieMae replied to the thread My diary of random thoughts.
    Yes, because I’ve been saying it for years and I really want one, but I know it will be the end of everything. I’m so tired. I’m not...
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    AnnieMae replied to the thread My diary of random thoughts.
    I am going to try and buy a house which means- 1. I am leaving my elderly parents. 2. I will be broke. 3. I will drain my savings. 4. I...
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    AnnieMae replied to the thread My diary of random thoughts.
    My life is literally going down the drain. Everything is used against me. That man set me up so much and got away with it. He was...
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    AnnieMae replied to the thread My diary of random thoughts.
    My ex husband set me up! He is so much smarter than me. Everything I said he used against me to make me look crazy as shit! How the hell...
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    AnnieMae replied to the thread My diary of random thoughts.
    Time and anxiety. And being afraid of failing. All this fear and weirdness. I am so afraid of opening up to people. And now that I have...
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