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I'm not sure that's always true - the OP is talking about more than just their marriage. Lets start with the therapists. If you tried...

My grandfather died when I was 8. I am 60 now. Throughout my healing, I was working with a shaman at the time, and she said to me, you...

When my T asked me that question, I responded with "My truck?" (Because that's how I got to his office.) He laughed. I thought that was...

Thank you Arfie. At the moment I am exhausted to a point I can actually fall asleep when eating. But then again I might be coming out...

my greatest success in calming intrusive thoughts came from treating them like a physical phenom. somewhere along the way i noticed that...

Hi, I also have episodes that I hurt myself in this manner. For me it is that I rather feel the physical pain than the emotional void...

I wasn’t sexually abused as a child, & I’ve beat the hell outta myself, 6 ways from Sunday. Biting my knuckles is something I...

So, the thing about self-harm, is that it escalates. It's very common to perceive it as being by choice and under your control, but...

Hi Sideways, Thanks for the reply. Also for the feedback on why sometimes I just do not want to be touched and automatically I think...

There's a lot of reasons to not like being touched when you have ptsd. So I can only imagine the grief associated with losing someone...

Hi, It seems that I have Intrusive Thoughts and Rumination issues. All day long and also during nighttime. Endless loops of images...

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This is something that I experience daily. And it keeps looping in my mind over and over. If someone knows what this is, could you...

I'm not actually sure what's wrong, or what the end goal of therapy would be. I was going to sometimes last year, but then I quietly...

therapy is possible for a- list celebrities confidentially - there is a way for everyone to work it out though it can feel odd at first...

in my world, a year is not a terrifically long time for healing from the sudden loss of a 20 year relationship. give it time. be gentle...

Hi, Last night I dreamed about ly grandmother who I love the most and who passed away several years ago. I couldn't be with her at the...

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That's horrible. Not crying for me equals survivalmode which in your case is more than understandable. I am sorry this is happening in...

Hi. I'm here again. I think I need to be. I want to cry. It's sitting there right behind my eyes but tears won't come. Not sure how...

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My kids and I suffered the trauma together. They seem to be doing better than me. My T wants me to apply what I've taught them (how...

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Hi, I've been doing EMDR for 6 months now and I am flabbergasted by the ammount of yucky stuff that I've repressed during almost 4...

i haven't done EMDR, but i have experienced this phenom often on my recovery road. the name i like for ^it^ is, "body memories." when it...

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I am writing daily and that helps. What am I to do with new knowledge that my father and gedateerd were part or sustained a pedophile...

I would recommend writing them down in a journal/diary so that you can reflect on them at will.

When I get overwhelmed I have to take a step back. And anything important must be written down.

Hi everyone, How do I deal with the constant flow of new insights? Lookinh forward to feedback