Recent content by BlackBlackHeart

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    What Is On Your Mind Right This Second?

    Right now I'm thinking of leaving my life behind and moving to Montreal.
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    Childhood "My mother was not always a victim."

    I am both glad and extremely sad to know I'm not alone. Glad because it means it's a somewhat normal response for people who went through sexual trauma. Sad because, well, no human deserves to deal with this. I did manage to confront my mother about it, but like everything else she put me...
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    Childhood "My mother was not always a victim."

    And in coming to terms with that sentence, I realized for the first time that my mother was actively involved in my sexual abuse. When it came to my stepdad's physical abuse, she took 99% of it. He would beat her mercilessly. There were only 2, maybe 3, instances where I was physically touched...
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    Sufferer C-PTSD, it's been a rough week for me.

    At the current time, I am freshly out of therapy. I had a bad experience with a new therapist, new as in I was one of her first 20 patients. So for now I am healing from the horrible things she said to me. I intend to be back in therapy by November. I am however keeping up with my psychiatrist...
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    Sufferer C-PTSD, it's been a rough week for me.

    I'm new here. I'm glad I found this place, but I'm sorry I didn't find it sooner unfortunately. I'm going to just be upfront and list my traumatic experiences. 1. From the age of about 7 to 9, and then 12 to 13, I had an abusive stepfather. He was mostly abusive towards my mother but he...
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