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    Childhood Intrusive memories and how to deal with them help

    Today is a marginally better day than yesterday, I started writing down the memories I was remembering in a notebook and how i was reacting to them. The headache has turned into an ocassional dull throb and my nausea is completely gone, I have been bedridden for the past two days though I've...
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    Childhood Intrusive memories and how to deal with them help

    I'm not ashamed to admit that reading your responses has made me cry. I've lived with this for so long even before it fully resurfaced as memories I thought I had something dark inside of me for being so angry and irritable all the time I could switch from being bubbly and fun to even the...
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    Childhood Intrusive memories and how to deal with them help

    Thank you Justmehere I think part of my problem is that I'm struggling to forgive myself even though there is nothing to forgive as I could not have consented as a child. I feel immense disgust some times because I remember being aroused at the time I don't know how I can reconcile that arousal...
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    Childhood Intrusive memories and how to deal with them help

    Thank you I'm so sorry I typed in Sarah instead of Sophy my heads all over the place today so sorry. Thank you for this I dont know whether I should let the memories wash over me or stop them as soon as my head goes there. I guess thats part of the journey and hopefully I'll work up the courage...
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    Childhood Intrusive memories and how to deal with them help

    Yeah I don't know if I'm ready for that yet. I saw a counsellor this year because the flashbacks were becoming more and more intrusive and my university work was suffering as a result. Is it normal to have a complete lack of concentration when doing simple tasks, I couldn't even finish my essays...
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    Childhood Intrusive memories and how to deal with them help

    So I had a really bad night last night, I'm usually able to keep the memories at bay for the most part at daytime, recently this has not been the case I've been getting intrusive thoughts in cars at family gatherins and its slowly starting to eat at me. Last night was a bad one, I was...
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