Calm in the chaos

I try so hard with these

Never thought about the asmr aspect of scratching in canvas—now am keen to get some just to hear and feel that scratching!

Scratchy-soothing pen on canvas

Finished another mandala!

A few pics I colored...

Finished coloring my mandala. Am happy with how it turned out! I’m getting more relaxed with coloring and not letting ocd take charge...

Wait wait haha thankyou so ao much whatttt I can’t believe people would actually like my weird niche little hobby

Still working on calligraphy. Who knows when I’ll actually get good.

ice cream

Not sure if this is much help but I take zolpidem for my sleep, prescribed by my psychiatrist. It helps a lot. I don’t take it every...

Sunday dinner w curry sauce. Hit the spot lovely it did. Roast chicken & potatoes, cabbage n carrots, curry sauce

From my horse riding days. Was great therapy. This guy was called Splash and he had the smoothest canter going. I miss him a lot, along...

In love with this right now

It was beautiful at my duck pond this morning. A little cold though.

I went up to the same park and took a few photos of the veterans Day celebration.

Happy Veterans day. Dad is on the right. 1956 ish??

I hope I don’t spend the rest of my life on the run from this. The past 7 years I’ve spent running and running and running. I don’t know...

the ward‘s caffeinated coffee, ran out of oat milk, so soya milk it was! humous, lettuce and cucumber sandwich. both were hideously...

@Weemie THANKS SO MUCH

@Calm in the chaos if you like my videos I have lots more! I just poked out a few that are my favorites-of-myself, heh.

I make little videos set to music. :> They're silly.

Trying to.calm. Shelf down

I dunno, getting better I guess