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caroline_13
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caroline_13
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I am in hate with myself
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Nobody can change you, except you. Anger seems to be prolific within your post. Start there: The Iceberg Of Emotions It doesn't happen...
Yesterday at 11:20 PM
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@PerturbedLemon - please go and get some in-person support.
Yesterday at 11:18 PM
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Wow, thanks for that. I put it all out there and you shit on it. You're right. I need to stop giving a f*ck. Nice forum. f*ck this. I...
Yesterday at 11:18 PM
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It seems like your trying to send a message, hell if I can figure out what it is. You mention that your safe and seem to think that the...
Yesterday at 11:17 PM
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caroline_13
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Wife constantly tells me I’m unlovable. I’m starting to think she might be right. Anyone else ever made to feel this way?
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Like anything there is two sides. No comment is made in a vacuum. I have been impossible to deal with at times. I guess my point is...
Yesterday at 10:49 PM
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caroline_13
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Wife constantly tells me I’m unlovable. I’m starting to think she might be right. Anyone else ever made to feel this way?
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Oof! This one hit close. Well said!
Yesterday at 10:48 PM
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Am I to blame for my relationship ending?
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knowing who to blame, judge and punish has yet to heal a wound. there is a logic i solidly agree with for keeping courts and hospitals...
Yesterday at 10:48 PM
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Am I to blame for my relationship ending?
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I feel like I can't live with myself because of the one trauma that started my downward spiral into self-destruction and learned...
Yesterday at 10:48 PM
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caroline_13
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Bellaellawhatever's post
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Childhood
Is this COCSA??
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I got so much stress from what he had done to me and I feel like my life has been messed up since he molested me and did bad things to...
Yesterday at 1:57 PM
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Childhood
Is this COCSA??
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Bellaellawhatever... oh how I relate to so many things you've said in your post... I totally get where you're coming from. It sounds...
Yesterday at 1:57 PM
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caroline_13
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Undiagnosed
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I feel you, I really do. I don't know any PTSD specialists in your area but a big part of my symptoms is the lack of ability for me to...
Yesterday at 1:56 PM
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Helllpppp!
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Thankyou for this. I can relate because for a good five years that's was all I was doing. Going for a walk and coffee or the library...
Yesterday at 1:56 PM
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Undiagnosed
Helllpppp!
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It's got late everyone. Thanks for all your responses. I will reply but I busted to say today I e had to get up because of swollen belly...
Yesterday at 1:56 PM
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caroline_13
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Dear Dear Pablo, You have so many labels for yourself. So many identifying factors regarding your abuse. You also label,shame and hate...
Yesterday at 1:55 PM
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caroline_13
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Wife constantly tells me I’m unlovable. I’m starting to think she might be right. Anyone else ever made to feel this way?
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Regardless of all the details and the entire situation, you can tackle this problem by telling yourself it isn't true. You ARE lovable...
Yesterday at 1:55 PM
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caroline_13
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Wife constantly tells me I’m unlovable. I’m starting to think she might be right. Anyone else ever made to feel this way?
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Yes & No. I’ve been the asshole that made it impossible -or at least very stupid- to love me…. …AND I’ve been with a couple of...
Yesterday at 1:54 PM
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caroline_13
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Wife constantly tells me I’m unlovable. I’m starting to think she might be right. Anyone else ever made to feel this way?
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That is really horrible! You wouldn't say to her if she got diagnosed with cancer - Get the f out and take your cancer diseases with...
Yesterday at 1:54 PM
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caroline_13
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somerandomguy's post
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Wife constantly tells me I’m unlovable. I’m starting to think she might be right. Anyone else ever made to feel this way?
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I'm glad you're moving out. Someone who calls you unlovable is not a suitable partner.
Yesterday at 1:53 PM
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caroline_13
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312's post
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Wife constantly tells me I’m unlovable. I’m starting to think she might be right. Anyone else ever made to feel this way?
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I am a survivor of child abuse and I am only now dealing with the core issues. To be exact I was recently diagnosed with CPTSD, OCD, GAD...
Yesterday at 1:53 PM
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caroline_13
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One reason you keep going?
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Found a shirt that says: what if it works out? So I hang around somethings to prove that wrong or somethings just to see.
Jan 26, 2023
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caroline_13
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Getting enough sleep. Having a tidy-ish living environment (not show home level. Just a sense of order and being clean and tidy-ish)...
Jan 24, 2023
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caroline_13
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Another one for me is sleep hygiene. No caffeine after noon. Not much carbs or chocolate or sugar later in the day. Some exercise, even...
Jan 24, 2023
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caroline_13
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Doubting if trauma "counts"
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I am sorry for your experience and I definitely think it counts as a major trauma
Jan 24, 2023
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caroline_13
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Friday's post
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Is my PTSD therapist gas-lighting me into thinking I now have a personality disorder?
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I think both possibilities are totally fair / equally likely. Which means I absolutely would not continue on with this individual.
Jan 24, 2023
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caroline_13
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Is my PTSD therapist gas-lighting me into thinking I now have a personality disorder?
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I've got no idea if it is fishy or not, but what I am hearing is that your T wasn't hearing you and maybe as a result you can't trust...
Jan 24, 2023
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caroline_13
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OliveJewel's post
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Religious trauma and reclaiming positive sexuality
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It felt positive at the time but I wouldn’t do it today which was online modeling. Helped me feel like I was in charge and I made the...
Jan 22, 2023
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caroline_13
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Disorganized attachment & Far Away-ness
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I'm so glad you are venturing into this new territory! Your soul is piercing the veil. Sounds like a wonderful person.
Jan 22, 2023
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caroline_13
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So, I overcame the rejection and asked for a phone call. He's basically grieving the recent passing of a family member. It wasn't about...
Jan 22, 2023
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caroline_13
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Teasel's post
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Good books on developmental trauma?
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Thanks, wondering if anyone read anything really helpful on this topic?
Jan 19, 2023
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caroline_13
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Good books on developmental trauma?
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Laurence Heller has some good content, @Teasel. Pretty sure he also has some Youtube videos out there.
Jan 19, 2023
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caroline_13
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I Feel Like The Only One - Triggered By Movie/TV Content
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I struggle with the same. Now that my hobbies are mostly me moving and pushing my body, the people I hang out with don't consume a lot...
Jan 18, 2023
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caroline_13
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Religious trauma and reclaiming positive sexuality
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Pole dancing
Jan 18, 2023
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caroline_13
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Hi everyone, what are some ways that you have worked to reclaim your sexuality in positive ways? I have religious trauma and sometimes I...
Jan 18, 2023
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caroline_13
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i started psychotherapy in 1972 with such massive suicidal ideation that talking about suicide was aggressively forced on me on many...
Jan 16, 2023
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caroline_13
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Thank you. Your last point is a good one. It’s all so hard. I feel like I make progress then hit a wall. We have an appointment tomrorow
Jan 16, 2023
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caroline_13
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They are both massive things. And totally understandable. Maybe there is a way of talking around it that looks at these reasons? If...
Jan 16, 2023
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caroline_13
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A big part of why I don’t want to tell her is that I don’t want to recreate the pattern of my mother who constantly threatened suicide...
Jan 16, 2023
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caroline_13
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Sounds like it would as it sounds like you want to, but something is holding you back. Is this the issue holding you back? What is it...
Jan 16, 2023
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caroline_13
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Disclaimer: I’m perfectly safe right now. Does anyone else struggle with telling anyone when the suicide pull is strong? It seems like...
Jan 16, 2023
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caroline_13
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Undiagnosed
Not sure what's going on with me
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Welcome! Very glad you are here. Sounds like your childhood treatment did some things to you. You don't have to check certain boxes to...
Jan 15, 2023
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caroline_13
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EveHarrington's post
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Undiagnosed
Not sure what's going on with me
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Welcome! Have you seen the anger iceberg illustration? I know it’s floating around here in an article. I think this might help you.
Jan 15, 2023
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caroline_13
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xycri's post
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Not sure what's going on with me
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I'm in my early 20s (not getting more specific here out of worry my parents might come across this), still living with my parents. I...
Jan 15, 2023
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caroline_13
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StillPen's post
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With tou @SeekingAfrica. Pajamas and junk food are just fine...you're eating and have clothes on...two good things. Hopefully you are...
Jan 14, 2023
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caroline_13
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In limbo about going back to work
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Hi, On a good dat I feel like I can do any job. On a bad day especially after a horrible night of reliving stuff from my past, I feel...
Jan 14, 2023
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caroline_13
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Bad flashback
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You're not alone, I'm really struggling now too. I have't been able to go to the store; that'd be too much rn, good for you for making...
Jan 12, 2023
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caroline_13
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SeekingAfrica's post
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Thank you all! I've cried twice already today so the support is appreciated. I hate feeling like this when I have to work. If could I'd...
Jan 12, 2023
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caroline_13
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With you SeekingAfrica ❤️❤️
Jan 12, 2023
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caroline_13
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why should you feel ashamed or guilty? guilt and shame are symptoms of a disease you did not special order far more than a prosecutable...
Jan 12, 2023
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caroline_13
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SeekingAfrica's post
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Bad flashback
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It hasn't been this bad in a while. N9rmal work at home day, actually quite productive. Then it happened, the trigger. I cried like a...
Jan 12, 2023
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caroline_13
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Freddyt's post
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Foundations of functioning
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Making breakfast - because I eat, and its a way to assess where I am for the day and where my Suds level is. Sort of a what CAN I do...
Jan 11, 2023
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