Hi guys,
I hope you're are all doing well and are having a nice day/night. :)
Please forgive me if I don't make much sense, but...
Lately it feels as though I've lost myself to PTSD. The best way to describe it is I feel like an empty shell; just flowing, no identity to latch on to.
Many...
I can relate to that statement so much. "Just sometimes the pain is too much, you just want it to stop."
For me, what helps is remembering where I came from. We all go through a crucible. Not everyone makes it, unfortunately, but I often need to remember the original reason I held on and...
I'm incredibly sorry that you've had to endure such terrible abuses, but know this: none of this is your fault and you have absolutely nothing to be embarrassed about. It is they who should be ashamed of how they treated you.
If you think counseling would help you, I'd say go for it.
Thanks...
Hi guys,
I... don't even know how to start this.
A few days ago, I called my abuser to finally offer my forgiveness and move on. Make amends for being rude to him the last time we spoke. I was angry at how dismissive he was being when I'd asked him why he'd done what he did to me.
His...
This is definitely hard. Personally, my therapist allows hugs every once in a while, nothing wrong with a genuine hug, if it's warranted. I think hugs can be very powerful, and I'm so sorry that her boundaries seem to not allow it. Warm virtual hugs for you.
I'm honestly not sure how to talk about this. Recently, my depression has become so, so bad. I feel like it's scraping away pieces of my humanity and all that's left of me is an empty shell.
I'm a guy. I always feel bad for crying. It's not often I do, but I feel like I need to. Does that even...
I feel very similarly to how you feel. I'm sorry for your pain. You're not worthless, you're struggling and deserve to be acknowledged for your efforts of having a better life.
I'm not working right now and most of my self-hate or feeling worthless comes from that. Like if I could at least live...
I suck on a lot of ice, take a very cold shower, chug down a bottle of very cold water, and tell myself that I'm safe, it's not happening, etc. Not that this always works. Stimulating the brain in those ways seems to almost always snap me out of it a little. But fully, not really all that much...
I don't think you can decide to forget. You can choose what to go into denial about, you can choose to avoid thinking about something until it's forgotten and replaced with new information, but I don't think it's a simple or easy process for a majority of people. If it were, I don't think some...
You're definitely not alone, I can relate to what you're experiencing. For me, these experiences change and adapt and I experience them differently every so often. I'm sorry you're in pain and going through this, it's not easy. Keep on, and remember you're doing the best you can, these things...
I'd say about three or four times per day. But depending on the day, sometimes I just have one and on better days I have none, or a couple every other day.
Hmm... yeah, I can say depending on the content of my flashbacks, some would be considered a safe place. Though it's not common for me...
I avoid having a life. I can very much relate to this. I avoid relationships because I feel like my traumas have tainted me and that everyone else is pure and wouldn't get along with me. Which for the most part is true, I don't get along with many people and dissociation and depression are huge...
Yes! I have lots of difficulty reading and haven't read in a couple of years, now. It's a shame because I really enjoyed reading but the focus just isn't there, sort of feels like something is missing. Sometimes I just can't process it.
Lately, I've been wanting to try audiobooks in conjunction...
I don't know if anyone else can relate to how I feel. But it's awful. If anyone has dealt with their abuser passing away, does it feel like all of their sins were passed on to you? Like you feel responsible for the things they have done. On some level, it feels like it's your responsibility to...