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Corvidcore34
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Corvidcore34
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How can I scape from myself?
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Dissociation, Depersonalization & Derealization
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Lately I have been feeling extremely down if I'm being honest, and I could blame it a lot on other people and circumstances, but it has...
Sunday at 11:15 PM
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I finally slept well again!
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For the last month I've been having trouble sleeping, where I will have constant nightmares or even sleep paralysis and wake up every...
May 12, 2022
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I have in my life only had a couple relationships, during both of these (one of which was in my later teens and one in the past couple...
May 9, 2022
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I was blessed. I had a grandfather (the only grandparent I had) that loved me. I modelled much on him. I also loved my children. I...
May 9, 2022
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yes, it sounds stupid, but so do a considerable number of our cultural realities. have you seen some of the ways we torture and lie to...
May 9, 2022
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As someone who feel like they have to be 100% presentable, covered up and clean or else feels extremely disgusting I relate to this a...
May 9, 2022
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Yep, me too. It sucks
May 8, 2022
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Good advice above. I also day dream like that and make up events in my head about being raped again and what would happen, or something...
May 8, 2022
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Corvidcore34
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Not knowing what love is
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I know this sounds stupid but I think I have no concept of what love is at all or how does it feels like. Not only romantic but any kind...
May 8, 2022
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Yep yep. Super common phenomenon. The technical terms are Intrusive Thoughts and Rumination, and/or ruminating on intrusive thoughts...
May 8, 2022
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i have. i suffered full trauma induced amnesia when i started therapy in 1972. emergent memories are extremely vulnerable to the power...
May 8, 2022
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I needed to hear this. I thought that maybe because they happen so suddenly I will just have to learn to live with them from now on...
May 8, 2022
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Corvidcore34
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Having possible abuse scenarios play out in my head
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Dysregulation
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So instead of having flashbacks like used to have, lately I have been having scenarios play out in my mind of my abuser harming me...
May 7, 2022
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Yep...guru taught me the same thing. Get up and look for the threat Hed say,, "Don't bother checking windows and doors more than once...
May 6, 2022
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I'm sorry that sounds very difficult to live like that. How old are you? Is there a plan you can put in place to move out if you are an...
May 3, 2022
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personally, i find it much easier to establish my escape routes on the good days. mother may not be in crisis today, but the pattern...
May 3, 2022
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That’s very much my mother, minus the abuse; and to a large extent most of my extended family, as well. There’s a communal property &...
May 3, 2022
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I completely agree with you, I just don't know what measures to do. I feel like when I finally tell anyone what happened, what it made...
May 3, 2022
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She just doesn't know any boundaries, that's why I started writting here (she is bad with technology). I used to have a dairy but once...
May 2, 2022
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oh good I am glad. no worries. here anytime to talk
May 2, 2022
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could you be hiding on the wrong side of the door? just wondering. . . for sure, when my roommates get on my nerves, i hide in the big...
May 2, 2022
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Thank you for answering me :) Right now my mother isn't on a crisis, so there isn't really much to hide from, I just was on fight or...
May 2, 2022
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I think I'm finally starting to calm down thank you so much for your help :) I don't know why this happened to me, ever since I realized...
May 2, 2022
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oh, that sounds so stressful. what do you like to do in your room? to enjoy?
May 2, 2022
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Corvidcore34
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I'm never good at calming myself but I'm going to try. I need to calm down I'm so scared
May 2, 2022
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Corvidcore34
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On hypervigilance after a long time
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Anxiety, Panic & Hypervigilance
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I just want to lock my door, all I wish is to be able to lock my door, I feel so nervous that my mom might enter, I don't know why, I'm...
May 2, 2022
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How to cure myself alone or online
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Thank you for worrying about me :) I have found some but I'm scared to call to be honest. I'm scared of being misinterpreted and have my...
May 1, 2022
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i use evasive tactics. my aversion to touch is harsh enough that i can spot a hug coming before the hugger knows it, themselves. i...
Apr 29, 2022
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Say you're experiemce some kind of sensitivity issue, where skin on skin touch feels uncomfortable, which is true without talking of the...
Apr 29, 2022
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Have your mates said it bothers them or you just worried that it does? I think most people get "aw I'm not much of a hugger" n don't...
Apr 29, 2022
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Corvidcore34
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How can I let people know it upsets me when they touch me without being rude or telling them my abuse?
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Thank you all for your answers :) I live in Mexico, so people tend to be a little touchy here haha, but I will try to say others that it...
Apr 29, 2022
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Corvidcore34
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Sexual Assault
How can I let people know it upsets me when they touch me without being rude or telling them my abuse?
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Trauma & Stressor Discussion
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Ever since I was abused I hate being touched. This only happens if their skin touches mine, if I'm wearing clothes where they touch me...
Apr 29, 2022
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No need to apologise. It’s a difficult & complex situation.
Apr 28, 2022
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- Some people honestly don’t remember anything during certain kinds of psych episodes (like bipolar manias/mixed episodes, schizophrenic...
Apr 28, 2022
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This I think is key. I have had both admission and denial from people. The admission was partial and tried to blame me nonetheless (...
Apr 28, 2022
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Corvidcore34
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If my abuser said she doesn't remember the sexual assault, should I believe her?
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Why would you trust the person who abused you to tell the truth about it? What would it accomplish for you if she did?
Apr 28, 2022
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Tricky. Why would an abuser admit to abusing you? Brave of you to ask. What do you want to do: do you want to believe her or is...
Apr 28, 2022
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Corvidcore34
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How to cure myself alone or online
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I'm not sure since I live in Mexico, but I will look for them, thanks :)
Apr 28, 2022
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Corvidcore34
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Sexual Assault
If my abuser said she doesn't remember the sexual assault, should I believe her?
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Thank you all for your answers :) Since I realized that I experienced sexual assault when I was 10 by my mother during one of her crisis...
Apr 28, 2022
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Corvidcore34
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Sexual Assault
If my abuser said she doesn't remember the sexual assault, should I believe her?
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Thank you for answering me, sorry for not explaining well I didn't ask her directly if she had committed the abuse but the topic came...
Apr 28, 2022
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Corvidcore34
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Sexual Assault
If my abuser said she doesn't remember the sexual assault, should I believe her?
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Trauma & Stressor Discussion
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She didn't said explicitly that she doesn't remember the assault, but it happened while she was on a crisis and she says she doesn't...
Apr 28, 2022
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Corvidcore34
posted the thread
How to cure myself alone or online
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Treatment & Therapy
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So basically my abuser was my mother, which I'm living with right now and since I'm not allowed to do anything on my own there is no way...
Apr 28, 2022
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