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That makes sense. My therapist told me I need to stop comparing myself. I'm only 21 so I know I have time to heal and learn what I can...

When I was younger I put sexual relations first and didn't really know how to make friends. Because I was unwell and stupid quite...

Yeah, it's so easy to compare as we want something to 'benchmark' ourselves against. But we all need to find our own path, and to be...

Thanks for your reply. It's helpful to hear other people's experiences, and to know it's possible to change. I think I compare myself...

I haven't been in a relationship or have been happily or productively single for about 17 years. Not happy about that and there are...

I'm triggered by sex at the moment. My trauma is from 25-30 years ago. Blocked it out. Sex was 'nothing' to me. Could never really feel...

This >>> Sexual Assault - Rape/exposure Therapy <<< Is something I wrote awhile back now. It’s only talking about dealing with oral...

Thank you for this, I really appreciate it! I'm very tired of not being able to do things like that and honestly, thinking of exposure...

I realized this week that I think sexual intimacy is a trigger for me. I feel ashamed of it because I feel like I need to be able to...

Welcome to the forum! I hope it's helpful to your healing journey. This is incredibly relatable. I don't remember much of my...

hi. im nearly 19. it never feels like i got a break. ever. i was bullied for being disabled and i do believe that it traumatized me in...

Hi, I'm fairly new as well and I've found that people are very understanding and kind. Since you're in the process of being diagnosed...

Oh, I hadn't realized how many people had responded to this thread. Thank you all for sharing your thoughts and experiences. It's been...

That makes sense. I remember two years ago, I would let them have much more control, and I started having decent communication. Once I...

Welcome.

Welcome to the forum. Hope you find this place to be a great extension of your therapy. Lots of great people here in all stages of...

I think this may be the most difficult part for me. It's so hard for me to let them do anything. If I feel them coming up, my first...

Thank you! I genuinely appreciate you taking the time to write this. It means a lot to hear. Usually the stories I hear are about people...

Thank you for your response. My therapist and I have talked about DID, which I think is part of what I'm worried about. I'll hear from...