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@penguinuser I am glad that you found it helpful.

I told my T about 6 months after we started meeting that I needed him to stop giving me compliments. That they made me uncomfortable...

Insurance companies REALLY need to get the EFF out of the way. They have NO BISNESS getting between a doctor, patient, and pharmacy...

I know that complaining about the US healthcare system is sort of the standard these days but I am so tired of dealing with my current...

@penguinuser I can't speak for Sheppard Pratt but I did go to River Oaks twice in 2018 early and then later (usually 12 months a part...

Honestly I think that's a somewhat realistic behaviour for certain humans

Two days ago my coworker resolved that napping on my keyboard was the best way one could have to kill time.

Today my coworker protested the new drinking fountain by licking the moisture off the deck railings whenever people were watching… that...

Today my coworker had a strop and threw everything around the workspace, including all over her colleagues.

Today each of my coworkers ignored me to my face when I tried to get them to do some work individually. I was even super professional...

Today my coworker deliberately jumped on another coworkers head in an attempt to steal her breakfast!

I have just completed the latest security / stability upgrade, ensuring the site is adequately covered for the most recent threats and...

Today, my coworker apparently didn't care for how doors work and when she couldn't get through the door to the bedroom where my college...

The MyPTSD team wish everyone a very merry Christmas and a truly happy new year. I could write much about the year, but that may get...

I don’t ever feel safe. I try to trust people in this world but it leads down bad roads, ie guys who end up hitting me, etc. I don’t...

In 2 Parts… Yesterday… my coworker informed -at volume- the wreaths & greenery that he’d just swiped off the table and onto the floor...

i don't remember well enough to say yes or no, but i know my own case resulted in hyper-sexuality, including a great deal of...

I understand why you're questioning your own motivations. I do the same thing, often. Here's how it looks, to me - Will university...

And I am pretty sure that if I wanted someone to define how I speak about my experiences I would still be living with my abusers who...

CPT is Cognitive Processing Therapy. It is a trauma specific therapy I think it started in the Military I have generally only found...

I am working through "toxic shame" using CPT. The stuck points or cognitive distortions that come with that shame of feeling worthless...

@Justmehere I am sure that you already know this but the best thing that I can advise is self-care. Take a few minutes for your self...

Today my coworker demonstrated his special talent: eat a teeny piece of strawberry and shortly after take on the appearance of a...

I have never had a cup of coffee in my life (in my 50's). It is actually a silly story but as a kid the only fun thing we had in the...

One of my coworkers discovered he could yodel (crow). Now he won't stop. He hides from me and yodels as if I can't hear it if he can't...

My T is usually happy with me when I confess I did bad or responded in a way I shouldn't have. Because I'm aware of it and can thence...

@Syd.vicious this is something that I am dealing with in therapy currently and it is really hard for me as I know it is for you. I have...

@Ellierose2x I have been where you are and I wish I knew the magic words to make everything better, all I can say is that it does get...

Get my landlord to admit that the damp in my flat is ground water penetration and their responsibility / fault, and not caused by...

"If I were the king of the world, tell you what I'd do, I throw away the bars and the cars and the wars and make sweet love to you."...

Be petite, wear the kinds of clothes I currently can't. Visit art galleries all around the world And sample local dishes all around...

Know how to make friends

I accidentally kicked my coworker across the room. Fortunately, HR (staffed by a 12yo, I swear, I’m getting old) was there, and can...

My coworker stole a chicken bone from the trash. If I thought she was starving I would have given her food, but she has food. She...

My coworker has discovered my stash of hair bands. As evidenced by 2 packages being empty, 1 package with only 3 on it, and a self...

@Movingforward10 I understand what you are considering and I wish I could do more than tell you I know how you feel and understand. I...

These are all really good reasons and scenarios. As far as the fall out/outcome of whether your sisters keep your confidence or not, you...

Thanks @Muttly it has been a really scary few months opening up about some of the things I have both in therapy and in my other care...

I'm really glad your surgeon was so helpful and supportive. Good for you for opening up and telling her what is going on. I know that...

After I got diagnosed, I completely ignored it and did almost nothing differently for about 10 years or so. I don't recommend this...

To reframe: now you know not to apply for jobs that, due to a health condition, aren't right for you. Before diagnosis, you could have...

Ditto, except it was more like 15. 5-7 years wild as f*ck. 10 virtually asymptomatic. I was offered a sworn position. I didn’t take...

Had my first in person post-op check up today with the surgeon today. It was an okay appointment but honestly after the week I have had...

Having a ptsd diagnosis isn't the end of the world like Survivor3 and DharmaGirl said. I was diagnosed over a decade ago, I have...

@HealingMama my intent is not to control others just me, I need to control my life and where I go and what I can in my life, it is that...

@HealingMama I completely understand. I have issues with this as well. It goes back to my needing to be in control to feel safe. If I...

Mine likes to lay in awkward positions lol

isn't he the cutest? walk times for today 😍🤣

My guy also is very invested in helping and hanging around or on me when I'm having a bad day. I call him my nurse cat.

Start one!