Search titles only
By:
Forums
New posts
Search forums
What's new
New posts
Latest activity
Articles
Contact
Donations
Top donors
Your donations
Log in
Register
What's new
Search
Search
Search titles only
By:
Latest activity
Register
Menu
Log in
Register
Navigation
Install the app
Install
More options
Change style
Contact us
Close Menu
JavaScript is disabled. For a better experience, please enable JavaScript in your browser before proceeding.
You are using an out of date browser. It may not display this or other websites correctly.
You should upgrade or use an
alternative browser
.
G
Givrali
MyPTSD Pro
·
From
Switzerland
Joined
Jun 15, 2022
Last seen
18 minutes ago
·
Viewing thread
Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write
Messages
270
Reaction score
163
Find
Find content
Find all content by Givrali
Find all threads by Givrali
Latest activity
Postings
About
G
Givrali
replied to the thread
Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write
.
2.47am
58 minutes ago
G
Givrali
replied to the thread
Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write
.
I'll never to be able to resume all of it to my therapist and I'm not sure she understands English especially when it's a non native...
Today at 8:04 PM
G
Givrali
replied to the thread
Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write
.
I'll let myself a chance to go sleeping soon by doing my phone game and checking social media
Today at 7:38 PM
G
Givrali
reacted to
whiteraven's post
in the thread
Photography Club
with
Like
.
Young green heron. The first I've seen this season.
Today at 7:36 PM
G
Givrali
replied to the thread
Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write
.
About being used to talk about mental illness it has its own story not sure I'll write it this night because I'll soon be 2am
Today at 7:36 PM
G
Givrali
replied to the thread
Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write
.
It's been about 10 years since my father got cancer and I completely lost ability to be more than trauma
Today at 7:20 PM
G
Givrali
replied to the thread
Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write
.
I know I'm missing most my childhood memories but I really feel like I never got a chance to be living a life and not dealing with...
Today at 7:19 PM
G
Givrali
replied to the thread
Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write
.
It's not a life. It's not living
Today at 7:18 PM
G
Givrali
replied to the thread
Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write
.
I can only pretend everything is alright or being focused on every dark aspect of my life
Today at 7:18 PM
G
Givrali
replied to the thread
Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write
.
She only went on my town once very recently. Almost every times if not every other times we were at her town. We live at like ten...
Today at 7:17 PM
G
Givrali
replied to the thread
Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write
.
We also talk about future. What we are doing at ergotherapy hobbies relationships with family without trauma related topics. We watched...
Today at 7:09 PM
G
Givrali
replied to the thread
Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write
.
While we always talk about trauma and mental health problems from it I do my best to not only do that. It's hard for me to not think...
Today at 7:03 PM
G
Givrali
replied to the thread
Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write
.
I have no doubt about she was dealing with everything long before I was here. But I need to be helpful when someone seems to need help...
Today at 6:55 PM
G
Givrali
replied to the thread
Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write
.
I judge her ptsd is worse than mine. She also had addictions but took care of them by the time we meet but she doesn't feel right with...
Today at 6:43 PM
G
Givrali
replied to the thread
Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write
.
Sometimes I directly ask her how she's dealing at the moment and she always is honest with me. If she resist talking I would immediately...
Today at 6:37 PM
G
Givrali
replied to the thread
Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write
.
She both want to never talk about what she's dealing with and what she suffered from her brother and accepting to talk about it if I...
Today at 6:35 PM
G
Givrali
replied to the thread
Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write
.
Recently I learned she was considering getting to hospital by her Instagram. I told her I wanted to be informed if she go there because...
Today at 6:33 PM
G
Givrali
replied to the thread
Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write
.
I really loved her. I immediately did my best to support her like I'm used to do in internet and guessing by her saying and her behavior...
Today at 6:30 PM
G
Givrali
replied to the thread
Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write
.
I first befriend her because I was feeling lonely being rejected by our common cousin and living far from my friends. Then because I was...
Today at 6:25 PM
G
Givrali
replied to the thread
Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write
.
I knew by my grand mother she was having got through abuse by her brother (yes similarities) but developed full life imparing eating...
Today at 6:24 PM
G
Givrali
replied to the thread
Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write
.
About three years ago my cousin took the initiative to come to me because after his divorce her father started dating some other woman...
Today at 6:21 PM
G
Givrali
replied to the thread
Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write
.
I really interacted with her about 10 years ago and stupidly was thinking she was close to my childhood friend cousin because they were...
Today at 6:17 PM
G
Givrali
replied to the thread
Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write
.
By my grand mother i heard his brother mistreated her to the point she dropped school because she couldn't hold more herself
Today at 6:16 PM
G
Givrali
replied to the thread
Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write
.
Her dad has a reputation to be mean and sociopathic like in my family. I learned few years ago he raped my mother who was his twin sister
Today at 6:15 PM
G
Givrali
replied to the thread
Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write
.
I heard things I first didn't connect with her and her family and just thought: good I never was close of my uncle
Today at 6:13 PM
G
Givrali
replied to the thread
Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write
.
In my childhood and.. teenager hood ? I barley knew she was existing. I more of less was knowing she was my cousin but interacted with...
Today at 6:12 PM
G
Givrali
replied to the thread
Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write
.
I'm uneasy with my cousin because various reasons I'll all share here
Today at 6:11 PM
G
Givrali
replied to the thread
Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write
.
I mentioned my cousin in an another thread here. Actually I have like 10 cousins it's just I only consider one as family these last...
Today at 6:09 PM
G
Givrali
replied to the thread
Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write
.
Feel the need to say as much as I cab today about trauma related stuff so I'll keep writing
Today at 6:06 PM
G
Givrali
replied to the thread
Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write
.
Maybe we're all here because our close people couldn't take care of us
Today at 6:05 PM
G
Givrali
replied to the thread
Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write
.
To be fair only one person here get regular visit of their family. Even me who has good contacts with friends who doesn't mind my...
Today at 6:04 PM
G
Givrali
replied to the thread
Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write
.
My therapist seemed to be sure what kind of person she is and rightfully guessed her family ( she's grandmother) never visit her
Today at 6:02 PM
G
Givrali
replied to the thread
Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write
.
She splitted the residents in two groups. At least one resident is afraid of her (in addition to me I mean) one another feel insecure...
Today at 6:01 PM
G
Givrali
replied to the thread
Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write
.
My ergo thinks my group home enemy actually feels bad about me leaving if not because she got attached to me because she hate this place...
Today at 5:58 PM
G
Givrali
replied to the thread
A Turn Away From Dissociation: The Association Thread
.
T-shirt
Today at 5:55 PM
G
Givrali
replied to the thread
Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write
.
We're now in my narrative. What a day !
Today at 5:52 PM
G
Givrali
replied to the thread
Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write
.
I ate the cheesecake one portion part I bought to fill more myself because the rest wasn't better as meal if not worse
Today at 5:51 PM
G
Givrali
replied to the thread
Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write
.
Because the extreme state I was in I only eat a ok amount of junk food then made my room optimal to sleep. I thought I only needed one...
Today at 5:49 PM
G
Givrali
replied to the thread
Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write
.
After that I was very decided to punish myself for my wrongs but I said I was going to do important things so I kept insulting and...
Today at 5:44 PM
G
Givrali
replied to the thread
Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write
.
I have medical trauma from 4yo and a sight as common as someone in a wheelchair disturb me in a normal day. I was being very stressed...
Today at 5:32 PM
G
Givrali
replied to the thread
Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write
.
Also so today I got triggered at occupational work
Today at 5:05 PM
G
Givrali
replied to the thread
Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write
.
Few weeks ago she complained I was acting erratic and loudly. Well moving is stressful for healthy people so for a ptsd and autistic...
Today at 5:04 PM
G
Givrali
replied to the thread
Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write
.
We all here because mental health problems !!! She still loudly complains of acts from mental health problems anyways
Today at 5:01 PM
G
Givrali
replied to the thread
Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write
.
We're 8 resident living together and this resident went as far as splitting the group in two one composed of her friends the other of...
Today at 5:00 PM
G
Givrali
replied to the thread
Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write
.
So in my group home there is this person who can't stand SEEING ME anymore and would be mean to me sometimes for little to no real...
Today at 4:56 PM
G
Givrali
replied to the thread
What Did You Eat And Drink Last?
.
It was more putting food in my belly in hope to feel better than real meal. I eat ok-about food and ice cream. Then group home kept me...
Today at 4:49 PM
G
Givrali
replied to the thread
What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?
.
Extremely fragile. Exhaustion beyond the max, stress beyond the max, anxious beyond the max. And that's after calming down and sleeping...
Today at 4:31 PM
G
Givrali
replied to the thread
What is generational trauma/what does it mean to you
.
Never understood what it really means and way too unwell to put energy in that. So it will just be a guess. My mother was raped by her...
Today at 4:22 PM
G
Givrali
replied to the thread
One Thing That Made You Smile Today?
.
Joking with my two notreallyfriendsbutcloseenoughttofeellikethatwhenwerretogheter If you can't read it almost friends I guess
Today at 4:16 PM
G
Givrali
replied to the thread
A Turn Away From Dissociation: The Association Thread
.
Book
Today at 4:14 PM
Loading…
Loading…
Daily Dose
Each day, we'll send you an email containing links to the previous day's new topics.
CLICK TO SUBSCRIBE
Cookies are delicious, but they also allow us to give you the best experience for our website and keep you logged in as a member.
Accept
Learn more…
Top