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    try not to give up

    well it’s my fault i’m 21 he’s 30 my mom will never kick any of her kids out either she doesn’t know even how to. i have 2 strong friendships that also have ptsd so they get it but my family i don’t talk to and don’t want to i talk to my mom some but it’s sometimes like talking to a wall. i...
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    try not to give up

    i’d love to say i don’t but i still struggle with suicidal thoughts and self harming thoughts because of my ptsd and i just can get so hopeless because i think wow i’m 21 i have to put up with this for how ever long i’m left here ? the knot in my stomach seems like it gets tighter everyday. and...
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    feeling like you’re faking

    this helped and yes i understand what you’re saying completely.. thank you !
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    feeling like you’re faking

    i know there’s literally no one to be faking for and i can’t be faking because my symptoms that i don’t have control over. me on the other hand total people pleaser since i was little i think i still have that in me and i hate it i always gotta snap out of that
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    feeling like you’re faking

    body memories 😭 yup but all of those too
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    feeling like you’re faking

    yeah i kind of am forced into having to look into it because i’ve just been having more flashbacks as of recently but anyway i kinda know where it originates probably because i talked about a couple things to my mom and sister and they just never really believed getting a new t this week i...
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    feeling like you’re faking

    sometimes i struggle with thinking i am faking my ptsd diagnosis that none of any of this shit is real and all of my flashbacks, nightmares, anxieties, thought distortions caused by these traumas that i have are all just not real. and i say they don’t matter. but it’s like these symptoms are...
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    A Turn Away From Dissociation: The Association Thread

    raspberry
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    triggered at work

    oh yeah i said LMFAO in the meaning that it’s funny because i think that nothing can help fix the triggered feeling it would simply just be never going to work there again ... and i know that’s not like the right or realistic choice but it’s just what i want cuz i don’t want to have to feel the...
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    triggered at work

    i work at trader joe’s and idk maybes it’s the cedar wood or the fact that it’s in a neighborhood that’s filled with a bunch of older white men i get triggered i also get triggered around little kids idk why. but also just too many f*cking triggers some days are better then other. it’s just you...
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    smoking weed and dissociative disorders

    do any of u smoke weed with dissociative disorders ? if so do you feel it helps or makes things worse ... i feel like for me it does both lol
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    Has any one experienced uncontrolled screaming and crying during a flashback?

    so this didn’t always happen but a period of time when i was really struggling mentally i would say and i was having flashbacks and i was screaming and crying my friend witnessed this and she also said i was crying and banged my head on the ground. has anyone experienced physical reactions when...
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    Has any one experienced uncontrolled screaming and crying during a flashback?

    hey .. has any one experienced uncontrolled screaming and crying during a flashback
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